It continues!

Still the idea of cutting my locs really are on my mind but even now as I am writing this and finding my hands in them, would I truely be happier without them? Would the choice to change them make my life easier or would the pain of missing them be so unbearable that I would cry myself to sleep? Would my heart and mind agonize over having to start over or would I just abandon the whole idea of locs all together? Maybe the reason it's on my mind so much lately is because I am dealing with other things in my life! I wanna take it out on my hair eventhough it isn't my hair's fault! Funny how that is! Maybe I'll just work on the other stuff and not take it out on my hair! Locs are me and my true destiny!